Skinny Ass Kicking!
The 30 days weight loss challenge
Day One (March 30) - Your stats
CW: 158.4/71,7 kg (yes, I just got on the scale for that :p )
Day Two (March 31) - How tall are you? Do you like your height?
I’m 170 cm (5’7). I’m happy with my height. My best friend is something like 180 cm (5’10) and for me that wound be too much. But she likes it :)
Day Three (April 1) - A picture of your thinspiration. What features do you like about this person?
I really like her legs :)
Day Four (April 2) - Your greatest fears about weight loss.
I’m affraid my breasts will shrink and don’t “fit” me anymore. Now I’m known for my breasts (lame, I know) and they really are a part of me. I don’t wanna loose them.
Day Five (April 3) - Why do you really want to lose this weight? Are you doing it for you?
I want to feel better. I feel so unhealthy and old and bleh…
Day Six (April 4) - Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do.
I don’t binge. I used to. I think because I felt weak and kept telling myself I was a weak loser
Day Seven (April 5) - Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care?
They know. But I don’t want to involve them too much. Then they start saying I don’t have to loose weight, I cannot loose too much weight, I should enjoy life, bla bla…
Day Eight (April 6) - Your workout routine.
Monday, Wednesday and Friday: running
Tuesday and Thursday: swimming
weekend and every other day: strength training (not a lot though)
Day Nine (April 7) - Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
Yes they did. And they still do actually…
Day Ten (April 8) - What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss.”
Drinking lots of milk, bread, dinosaur cookies.
Day Eleven (April 9) - Your favorite thinspo blog and why!
Every blog from people who do it the healthy way and are friendly towards their followers.
Day Twelve (April 10) - What do you normally eat?
Check the page I made about what I eat.
Day Thirteen (April 11) - Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
Healthy way and it’s working and I feel so much better!!
Day fourteen (April 12) - What’s your UGW? When you expect to reach it?
120 lbs (around 55 kg). I expect to reach it by September. I hope to reach it by July…
Day Fifteen (April 13) - Are you vegan or vegetarian? If so, has this helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?
I’m not, but I do eat vegetarian. Vegan is not an option for me as I’m addicted to milk :)
Day Sixteen (April 14) - When did you first decide to lose weight?
Wait, lets see… When I was 12 or 13. Probably earlier, because I was bullied for my weight from kindergarden till the end of high school. So 15 years of bullying, lots of years of being insecure…
Day Seventeen (April 15) - Do you have an eating disorder?
No I don’t. And I never had one.
Day Eighteen (April 16) - What food is your weakness?
Bread…
Day Nineteen (April 17) - When is the last time you ate fast food?
When I was home for Easter. I ate fries from the frituur (which doesn’t exist here in Spain)
Day Twenty (April 18) - Favorite diet?
None. This healthy living is a lifestyle (or it has to become a lifestyle…)
Day Twenty-One (April 19) - What are your clothing sizes?
I only know European sizes (sorry).
Pants: 42 at least (rarely I fit into a 40. I have a Primark jeans that is a 40 though).
Tshirt: S-M, depending on the brand. Sometimes at H&M XS.
Bra: 70E
Day Twenty-Two (April 20) - What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?
59kg. I weighed this much when I was depressed 3 years ago. As things got better with me, I gained the weight back and even more.
Day Twenty-Three (April 21) - Did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?
In the beginning, yes. No I don’t give a damn anymore. I just want to be healthy again.
Day Twenty-Four (April 22) - How do you feel about the terms pro-ana/pro-mia?
I do not promote this. You are ruining your body. I support, but the chance that I follow these back is very low…
Day Twenty-Five (April 23) - Have you ever purged? If you have describe your first experience.
No. I think it’s just disgusting :s
Day Twenty-Six (April 24) - What excites you most about reaching your ugw?
Being able to walk around in my bikini without thinking about my body in a negative way.
Day Twenty-Seven (April 25) - How do you deal with being around food?
Some days better than other days. Here in Spain I do my own groceries and I decide what I buy and eat. I still live with my parents at home, but my mum is all cool and if we say we’ll cook for ourselves it’s okay. I still have problems with craving cake and things like that.
Day Twenty-Eight (April 26) - Do you want that “gap” between your legs? Why?
Honoustly? Yes, I want it. Because I think it’s beautiful.
Day Twenty-Nine (April 27) - Your definition of beauty.
For me, beauty is all about confidence. Another definition would be: Taylor Lautner.
Day Thirty (April 28) - 10 facts about you! And now, what are your stats?
I don’t sleep enough
I like to do things in my own way
If I could, I would adopt all homeless cats
My best male friend (beside my boyfriend) is so hot, I cannot look at him when he’s not wearing a shirt…
After a great workout I sometimes feel like crying because I just did it (and most of the times I also really cry)
My dreamjob would be a stay at home mom
I love ships and everything that has to do with the shipping industry, I even studied at the maritime academy (but stopped after 3 years because of some personal issues)
Rugby players are pure sex
I love Sex and the city, Friends, How I met your mother, Big Bang theory and many more
If there will ever be a movie about my life, I want Taylor Lautner to play my best friend. And Hugh Jackman to play my boyfriend.
